Two Lesbians and a Cow

You died on a Thursday. I knew you were sick but didn't know this would be the day. When I saw how skinny you were and how tired you looked, I knew it was time. Your poor little body had given up on what your mind and heart would never have.  I sit out at your grave a lot. I'm trying to make it so pretty for you. Lots of flowers and sunshine in the morning and shade in the eve. There's still much to be done but it is the perfect place to have laid you to rest.  I miss your meow. Your soft and gentle but heavy paws climbing up on my side to sleep on me in the middle of the nite. I wish I could have held you forever in those final few hours together but I will always feel you in my heart and soul and am at peace knowing you are alive and well somewhere over the rainbow where your ailing body can hold you back no more.  There's not many memories I have left without you in them. You were Momma's rock, my soul companion for so many years. We weathered so many storms to...

I’ve been blowing and going for weeks now.  Jeepin, camping, baseball, adopting two new dogs, taking my dreads out, yada yada yada you name it and I’m friggin tired.  I’m also experiencing a writer’s block so I am warning you and apologizing in advance that this blog will probably suck. Apparently we still had plenty of love leftover for two more four-legged additions to our family even tho we were already caring for two dogs, two cats, five chickens, and a lone remaining guinea. Yep, we were easy prey for the two absolutely adorable canines who won us over at a Jeep event.  I knew it was over when Jen said oh isn’t this one cute and I said oh look at this one.  The shelter told us their stories about how they had both been abandoned twice and how the next time they ended up in the shelter they would be euthanised so welcome to the family Sarge, a 40 lb boxer, blue heeler mix, and Bella, another 40 lb lab, pit mix.  We adore you already and can’t wait to fi...